It seems to be, yet it wasn't nothing came right out of this causing fear and sadness. There was no joy, no tears only sorrows. It was time and time again that we lose faith in everything we do simple things that causes this, and there's nothing we can do about it. I don't know how to express my feelings right now, strong emotions but don;t know how to describe it. I don't know what i am feeling, don't know what i am thinking. myabe i just did something worth it or the dumbest thing in my life. Damm i have been through this things so many times in my life and i still can't get over it. Its just a fallback, maybe its just like what she said "life is not all about love" and i should focus on other areas. But what i can't think anymore. she got freaked out when i told her i was under her block, the truth is she did and i told her that if you really like someone you will notic everything and even wad she says. Its not being a psycho or maniac but its true love.... What does true love even mean to me. Nothing, i can't describe true love, been dump, dump and dump, so what's true love for me getting rejected and dump. aint being stupid or wad but yeah thats my life. i aint wanna lose all hope on love and become gay, i cant deal with gayness. And oh yeah to the person whom stupidly say that he is dating her. fuck to you i aint stupid, the moment you said we started today i knew there was something wrong, she said she hated people who smokes so why the HELL is she with you. it didn't cross my mind last night. my mind was blank coudnt think, coudnt eat, couldnt sleep, Counting sheeps doesnt work, doing push ups doesnt work so why the hell am i doing all this. i dont even know why am i writing this, i dont even know myself anymore. I want to be loved by someone who loves me the same way i love her. and its not about image nor abilities nor skills or even talents its about chemistry between each other. I thought we were meant to be but it never was maybe its just wishful thinking. To the one i love please know i am always here to lend you my shoulder when you need. my definition of love is not to force someone to love me but rather to give her Happyness.
Let this song be my final song to you
LET ME BE YOUR HERO BABY
Let me be your hero,
Would you dance,
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
and never look back?
Would you cry,
if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul,
tonight?
Would you tremble,
if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die, f
or the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.
I can be your hero,
baby.I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
Would you swear,that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care... You're here, tonight.
I can be your hero,
baby.I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Oh yeah.Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care...
You're here, tonight.
I can be your hero,
baby.I can kiss away the pain oh yeah
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you, forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.
I can be your hero.
