I was on the way to cayc yesterday for the weekly meetings. I was sitting by a bench near the bus stop waiting for my bus and there was a men next to me he seems to be waiting for the bus too.

After a while a men pass by and said to him while not looking into his eye" so free ah". The guy next to me said " What's life about? Freedom lah" At once I thought i saw my future me in 30 years down the road i would be like this guy sitting near the bus stop being free from everything. Nothing would bother me, not even the troubles of this world. But i ask myself is this really what i want? I recall the time when i told one of my closest friend that i would quit being a catholic, quit my youth group and untie myself from this christian world. Then i wonder what would life mean to me if I untie myself from the church. Living without a purpose, living without a soul that's what i would become.

Then the guy wen to him and said "Life is about raising a family, being with your family, that's what's life about" and he left the guy alone.

Later, while in the bus i think maybe he deserve another chance after all that he has done for me.

I also thought of my friend who is a Methodist, he said he wants to come to my church to see and experience what we catholics do when we go to church because he told me his church just give sermons and later on they have meetings with their youth groups. Is this God showing me or telling me something I feel its like a prank God is playing on me. First i want to reject all of whatever that is related to him. Then comes my friend who wants to know more about my faith and the difference because he thinks that every christian church is the same. Just go in and I can walk out anytime I like.

Should I or shouldn't give him a second chance?