i finally am able to blog again after the torturing week, probably month arh i dont know lost track of time... torture as in mental torture not the torture the japs use in ww2... aka thumb cramper and fingers puller or whatever it is called..
Took test and more test, study and studied even more but still didnt make the mark gosh why am i always the underdog even though i have gone through this before.
Am not able to forgive myself for making this grade. SO So many disappointing moments, when am i gonna push myself more, this doesn't seem right by posting all my sad moments but its the fact i am going through this. tried all sorts of ways to forget, but couldn't as it keep bombarding me with all this moments,
Gosh if i just had studied harder when i was younger i wouldn't be in this mess, so hard to clear up now even worse than fragmenting my 10 years computer.
Tired tired wish i could just step back frm all this, take a bow and kaPOom onto the flr..

After all this working at this cinema , i feel its not worth it as i keep getting myself short and getting my pocket hole bigger by paying more worse still found out that the excess goes to the company. I feel that the company should save all this up and treat us to a nice DINNER AND DANCE for goodness sake. When there's excess your take it and bank it into your acc. when we short you ask us to pay frm our pockets even though we get peanuts frm working there so little i cant even feed myself with the salary, because of paying the shortages we make and its not our fault cause we get overloaded by Your, wouldnt point out names nor speak of them but i tell you singapore cinemas are cheapskate....so cheapskate until they can earn at least 400% more...
gosh i wouldnt wanna say more less i appear in the newspapers... in conclusion look for jobs that pay 6 bucks and above, feeds you i mean staff meals, clothe you and will protect your interest...

ABC (of course i wouldnt be that dumb to let you catch me like that dumb ass who are trying to catch me) is a fine country except for all this tiny little bits that the government would like to look into... like our salaries.. cause everything seems to be rising and we aint getting a piece of shit... and i am saying this for our sake, for the peoples sake..