This is to the person i hurt so much,

Sorry about these past few days i never knew you were in so much agony. It wasn't me who spread the gossips around but i had a part in it and i'm sorry. If you are angry at me, you can scold me or anything and i won't say anything. But dont't ignore me. please know that sometimes white lies are only at your advantage and it will only hurt the other party(I wouldn't know that too you i am so ignorant about things around me). I never blame you for ignoring me today. I'm just confuse, so confuse that when i think of it i will just blow up. I knew it wasn't the thing i gave you or your good friend that made you do this. I knew it was all my doing. if i knew this day would come, i wouldn't have told anyone else; and now its too late.

I swear the present was just merely a present personally from me there are no reasons behind or any motive behind.

and to the guys out there i know you're concern but just stop all those secret meetings or gossiping alright. I just want us, all of us to be as close as last time(i hope). alright M&M???